My weekend, even though it is closer to my next weekend than my past weekend, was very interesting...
I am still deciding to tell you what happened during my Saturday night...
My Friday night Ashli was talking to some guy on Tinder and he was saying that his roommate and him were wanting to 'party' so Ashli and I had already started to drink... And then they came picked us up... And they weren't cute. At all. But we drank, I had 8 beers. Ashli had 7. Ashli hooked up with her tinder guy, and I hooked up with the roommate. And I woke up with a hickey. I mean, sex is always fine. However this kid, was short, and not that cute. And the next morning he was like "We should switch numbers" which we did. And he just texted me yesterday, but I didn't text back. It's not like I actually like him, or even plan on ever seeing him. He was so short...
Then Saturday, Ashli and I were going to go out and do something, but just not sure what. Then Callie came in saying she was going to go to Ryan's house party. Ryan is Ashli's ex. And I was wanting to go to that party. So, I convinced Ashli after like 30 minutes for us to go, then she said that we couldn't just go as the two of us. So, we texted our good friend Henry, and he said we could go with him! So we ended up going to his room, and then Paulina came in, and then we went to Straz and then we of course was drinking the whole time. At Straz Henry finally got his alcohol, because only Ashli and I were really drinking at that point. Then we played a game of kings, which was fun. And then we went to this party. And drank a shitty jungle juice. And got really fucked up. Ashli went to Corey and started hanging out with him, and then I went around and mingled. Yeah... So... Around 2:30 Ashli left, and that's the last part of the party that I really remember. Then I woke up on a couch with a guy around 4:30ish and moved to the other couch. I was still at Ryans, and I don't remember a fucking thing.
The next morning, I found out what I can't remember: I saw Henry and he asked me what happened to me, and asked if I went home with that guy. And I was like "Who was he?" And he told me that toward the end of the party that I was flirting with this guy, and I was actually like playing dumb, and then he found a cab and came back to get me, and I was making out with the guy. Then Henry was like "Come on Josee" Then I guess when we got to the porch, I said "I think I'm going to stay." And he asked if I was sure, and I said yes, and then I went back in. I haven't talked to this mystery guy, at all. I don't know what happened. And then Ryan said that after the party was done, I had given up on finding a ride, and that I was sleeping on the steps of his porch, then he picked me up and put me inside on the couch. I have no idea why I woke up on the couch with that other guy, because he wasn't on the couch when I was put there. But apparently he was too drunk to drive home, so he crash there.
The guy was nice enough to drive me home and everything. But I still think it's crazy that he was on the couch with me.. Oh well. I know I didn't have sex with him at least. That would have been bad...
Yesterday Mark actually came over, and we hung out for an hour... I mean we aren't having sex, because he's a virgin, and he doesn't want to. And honestly, I'm fine with that. Sadly, it's not like I have a crush on him anymore. The whole Candace thing, doesn't bother me anymore and I've gotten over it. Yesterday Mark actually asked me why I continue to hang out with him if we don't have sex. The thing is, I don't want to have sex just all the time. And I like hanging out with him... But I don't like him anymore, so should I not want to hang out with him? I mean, I do want to hang out with him, but I don't know. I think I'm over thinking this. But I don't know.
I still haven't talk to Erik... Which is sad in my opinion... I thought we both liked each other.. I guess not :/ It's not that big of a deal with him, either. Just I really liked talking to him...
Justin texted me Monday saying that we should get together this week. And I told him sure, but I texted him today wondering if he wanted to tonight, but I was very broad.
I said: "Hey, just wondering, were you thinking tonight by chance?" And he replied with: "Idk I have a baseball game why?" and I replied with "Ok. I was just wondering if I should be making other plans or not." And he still hasn't replied yet. So, I don't think it will be tonight. But I don't know... I don't know what I should want and what I want is right. You know?
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