I figured it out!

I figured it all out! 

I'm with Dan, but I don't want to be.

I want to be with Spencer, but I can't be.

I miss being with Kevin, but I wouldn't if I were with Spencer...

But Ryan said that Spencer is jealous of Dan and I? But I don't know in which way he is jealous in...

And I know if I were with Spencer and I didn't screw things up with him... I would be happy right now.. And I miss the things that Spencer and I did together..

So bottom line is : Spencer is who I want and will be the only person to make me happy. And I hate it, because I will never be with him..