Faithful blog

Yes, that's how I see you as. My trusty faithful blog... Yesterday Dan had texted me asking if I wanted my flowers and I wasn't even on campus I'm so pissed at him... He tried to guilt trip me and it's working... Not to a point where I would go back with him... But it makes me wonder of I did was right. I probably should have waited until after this weekend. But I was sick of him doing that. And by that I mean treating me like shit. I can't wait for next week. I'm going out to a club with Ashli and Lindsay hopefully.. And then I'll forget why I even agreed to date him. Which I don't even really know at this point. So what ever. I don't really care for him what so ever... But this has really, of course made me think of Kevin a lot. And I don't want to think about him... I care about him way too much... I love him... Loved him? No. I know I still love him. But we were meant to move on I just wished that other signs would point that out for me and maybe the club will make me remember that too. I just hope there's some cute guys this time. There needs to be. So, what do I do now? I have to wait and see what will happen... Still not having a second guess about messaging Rory... Which I don't care. I'm happy I'm not thinking about him. I just need a night of fun... And I def won't get that just laying in my bed.